We attach a positive connotation to ‘up’ and a negative one to ‘down’. We’re always trying to move up. Maybe this is biblical? Because heaven is above and hell is below? Maybe
I don’t really have anything to say tonight. Today I created nothing, and work was extra hard.
I want to sing more. I meme-d on a coworker yesterday and sang some line from the chorus of some song and rather than laughing at the totally super funny joke I made, he said “do you sing?”
My face flushed a little and I said something dumb like “fuck no.”
Why would I be embarrassed about that?
I love singing and I’ve spent a lot of time practicing it, but I haven’t yet developed a voice. I feel like a parrot who is trying to become pitch perfect while perfecting the phrase “shut up, fucker!” or whatever people teach their parrots to say.
I can’t sing in my home because too many people live here and I want to sing loud.
The acoustics in my car only take me so far.
Maybe I will look for a place
like a nice bench on a park